Yeah I wish I could have amnesia for the next four weeks so I could forget everything bad that has happened.... mostly between me and adam. I am so confused right now. Four weeks is a long time for a break, especially when everyother time its been said to you they just leave for a different chick, or flat out just hate you. I don't like it at all. I'm having a hard time believing it. Not to mention crazy people named dieter.... and then matt driving me home today. It's like as soon as any word of me possibly being single gets out there will be a herd of cattle surrounding me as if I am their secret god. It scares me. I have to work today. bleh.